Sunday, March 05, 2006

i wish i could see you play volleyball again.
i wish i could teach you everything i know about that sport if u gave me another chance.
that sport that brought us closer together.
that sport that made me realised that u are more than a classmate, a pw groupmate, a chem rep to me.
do you know how glad i was to see you improving in court?
its all because i was proud of you.
i was the one who brought you into the vj sportshall for training.
i was the one who taught you how to spike.
i was the one who answer all your doubts and questions about the sport we had so much passion about.
and how could you bear to do this to me?
it pains me to think about how enthusiastic u were when u first joined.
the urgent look on ur face whenever mr chew forgets abt ur court shoes.
the notebook u kept for all the things that coach, mr chew and I have said says all about your attitude.
your willingness to learn, to improve.
to think that u were actualli elected as the vice captain by the boys when you are a total newbie to this sport shows how much u haf gained their respect and their love.
u were the bridge btwn me and the guys team.
the onli source i could rely on to keep me updated.
the onli guy im close to in the guys team.
you were the one who sided gary when i complained and cursed.
and for you, i will accept them and help them in one way or another.
its a shame that we couldnt spend the volleyball camp together.
and also to take the bus to ccab for our nationals in the near future together.
its a shame that i couldnt see you in ur jersey.
and that i can never talk to you about volleyball again.
you made me appreciate the things and pple arnd me more.
you taught me how not to take things for granted.
cos i will nv want to make the same mistake again.


shedded at 7:14 AM


MYSELF!
Felicia
Victoria-JC
Seventeen-Plus
Eighteen-October
Feli_cia36@hotmail.com
LOVES!
Volleyball
Fei Fei
Family
Xiao Ming
Years in Cedar
Mahjong Gang
Being Loved
WINNING(money and competitions)
EAT!

HATES!
Liars
Being Unwanted
To Lose
Having Regrets
Nightmares
all the IF ONLYs